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I had a chiropractor and massage appointment yesterday, with two
practitioners that my acupuncturist referred. I learned a great deal.
Of course, my injuries are still there, but have begun to finally shift,
and in a major way. A few weeks ago my back began to adjust itself,
in major ways, opening up the back of my neck, my left shoulder, my
lower back, etc...the chiropracter only did one manual adjustment to
my neck, which did not relieve the vertigo, but was a huge
adjustement. She told me that with all the adjusting going on, that
my body was in shock. Some of the patterns go back to when I was
7 years old, from playing violin. Those being in my left arm and
shoulder, affecting the entire structure of my body, including my
cranials. I have one area that is quite swollen up at the base of my
left side of my neck, and she said that it was from all of the opening
of my upper and mid back, and well as my shoulder, but that the
neck had not been able to move itself as well. She believed this is
what is causing my vertigo. She did not rule out that hormones were
also part of it, but in my case, she said that the amount of adjusting
and release was really intense, and very old patterns were finally
disolving.
I went from the adjusment into a massage, which was with a woman
that I can only describe as a true healer, or facilitator. This woman
had the sweetest and most loving heart. She was working on me,
telling me what I already knew, which was how uneven my body is
muscularly, from playing, but she said that my muscles were
responsive. This has not been the case, for many years since the
accident. Everything was going well and then she got into the left
shoulder, upper arm, and into my left wrist, which still has a huge
ganglion cyst from the accident, which is what brought me to this bb
many years ago. She got into the front of my upper left arm, and
whammo. I went into severe vertigo. She stopped, and it subsided.
My left side of my neck began to feel really strange, and the
shoulder and wrist all began to feel very lit up. All of a sudden I
started shaking on the table and went ice cold. At first she thought I
was having a blood sugar drop, but she put her hands on my head in
a very particular way, and the entire thing stopped. In a nano
second, it stopped. I just sat there and said, what is going on? I was
scared at this point. She said I was having a really severe trauma
release and said that I needed to continue with it, so she let go of my
head and boom. It started again and for about 15 minutes I lay there
shaking and teeth chattering and my body almost in some type of
spasm. Then it stopped. She didn't massage me any further, but we
talked, and she told me that I was healing. All of this that is going
on with me is about release and deep stuff finally surfacing after all
these years. All of my emotional stuff had latched onto my injuries.
And and I am sure my emotional stuff helped to worsen the injuries
that I suffered. It was very frightening to go through that and I was
so exhausted last night. This morning I awoke to guess what..my
period. Late, but it arrived. So...when I awoke, I stretched and my
lower back adjusted in two places and then my cranials and my atlas
moved. The vertigo feeling lessened greatly.
I am into this for the long haul. This isn't easy, and I am really teary
as I write this. It is really hard to trust enough to really heal after a
tough life with people that didn't help me along. But, it is happening,
finally. SR is a huge part of this. Diet too, but SR is so important.
I had to write out my diet for the chiropractor. She was impressed.
Thanks to you Walt, for teaching me to understand.
I told the massage therapist about my feelings and knowledge as a
young child that I knew we could move our energy and heal
ourselves, from anything, if we could just be that free and evolved.
She told me of a man she knew that was the same way, since
childhood and had the opportunity to put it to the test. He had been
hit by a drunk driver, a long term alcoholic, and his leg was not
healing and was to amputated. He knew he could heal himself. He
discovered that what was in his way was his lack of forgiveness and
love for the man that harmed him. So, he went to the man and
forgave him, in person. Not only did the guy heal his leg, but the
alcoholic stopped drinking now dedicates his life to teaching the
youth about forgiveness, love and sobriety. How do you like that?
Two healings with the injured doing the forgiving.
I just think this whole process is remarkable. I was given the name
and number to the man that healed his leg. I want to meet up with
him if he is willing.
Just wanted to give you the update.
dd